An Open Letter to Assistant Police Chief Dan Buteau of the Berlin Police Department, Berlin NH

Assistant Police Chief and former prosecutor Dan Buteau is in the middle of this picture.

Assistant Police Chief and former prosecutor Dan Buteau is in the middle of this picture.

I’ve been thinking a lot about you lately Assistant Police Chief and former prosecutor Dan Buteau of the Berlin New Hampshire Police Department.  Yeah, you seems to pop up in my dreams lately. I’d would love to tell you what those dreams entails, as they seem to be about where YOU are going to be spending your after-life and it is certainly not where YOU think it is going to be, trust me. Seems YOU will be suffering the pains of hell, just like I did for a rather long time in the nightmares I was having over those disgusting pedophile priests, “Fathers” Leon Gaulin, Joseph Desmond and Paul McQue did to me at St Thomas More in Durham NH that night. I think, in a sense? It will be a karmic justice really. You, spending your eternity in hell, being gang-raped by pedophile priests and even the very demons of hell. Seems you and Gaulin, Desmond and McQue are really going to know each other very intimately down in hell, where YOU and they will be spending an eternity.

Oh and Dan, keep reading, cause somewhere in this open letter to you? Is a challenge.

I wonder there Dan how YOU can really sleep so well at night. I really do. I also wonder, how many rape victims in your career did YOU go into a courtroom and declare were a liar? That was pretty disgusting and shitty of you Dan. Really, a prosecutor, whose job is to put rapists in prison, a police officer, who swore an oath, and then trashes a priest rape victim in a courtroom, by saying: “Mr. LaFerriere claims he was raped by priests, but how do we know he isn’t lying?”

I do not know if you noticed my reaction to you when you said that Dan. Yeah good thing Jay was there and did what he did. Because if he hadn’t? I more than likely would have gotten another charge. Yeah, I think I can admit that Jay saved your ass from a punch in the mouth that day. Cause I would have in fact, punched you in your mouth so hard? I would have knocked all your teeth down your throat and you would be chewing your food through your asshole. Yeah Dan, I have carried a lot of anger for you since you did that. Cause by what YOU DID? Proved to me beyond any shadow of a doubt? That YOU are just another disgusting pew polisher of the Unholy Roman Catholic Cult of Pedophiles who will do all they can to defend and protect their pedophiles.

But again Dan, I got to ask, how many other rape victims have YOU called a liar in open court? Or was I special simply because I was raped by scumbags of your own churches? Is that it Dan? YOU will go after rapists of others, but when it comes down to rapists of your own cult of pedophiles, why YOU will do all you can to defend them and attack their victims and survivors?

I also found it rather interesting. I heard about the conversation you all had out in the doorway after that disgusting Pig Face finished testifying. How one of the detectives asked, he did not say what I heard he said did he? And YOU supposedly shook your head in disgust.

But this is typical of scumbags of the Unholy Roman Catholic Cult of Pedophiles. Attack the victims, blame the victims for their own rapes, insult and denigrate the victims. Of course, also, do all you can to shut up the victims who DARE speak the unmitigated truth about what your cult of pedophiles, child abusers and child murderers have been doing to children since your very first Pope took the Peter’s Chair eh?

Millions and millions of children, throughout history, have had this done to them by the disgusting, degenerate, scumbag pedophiles of your cult.

We have been raped in your churches. We have been raped in your churches Industrial Schools and Industrial Homes. We have been raped in your Magdalene and Good Shepherd Laundries. Children and infants were brutally starved to death and outright murdered in the Women’s and Children’s Homes. This is still going on to this very day. Pedo priests, brothers, nuns and sisters are still raping children and your disgusting Pedophile Pimp Leaders are still covering it up and protecting their pedophile.

116 NEW CASES of pedo priests just got revealed in Ireland. 100’s of pedo priests have been revealed in Italy. 100’s in France. We can show where pedo priests are in South American countries raping children. We can show how your current disgusting, as usual, Head Pedophile Pimp Pope Francis protected Archbishop Jozef Wesolowski who raped children, and how he elevated that disgusting Pedo Pimp Juan Barros down in Chile to Bishop. He is as much a disgusting Pedo Pimp as 80% of the Cardinals, Bishops and Archbishops still in power.

I understand though, how YOU gotta protect and defend your Pedophile Cult YOU love so much. But there in lays the rub and the reason behind why YOU are going to spend an eternity in hell, being gang-raped. See YOU took an oath there Danny Boy. YOU took an oath to uphold the law. As a law enforcement officer, prosecutor and now? Assistant Police Chief of the Berlin Police Department, YOU took an oath, more than likely on the bible, to uphold the law of the land.  YOU broke that oath, when YOU came after me tooth and nail for that disgusting scum, who stated in the courtroom that because I did not punch out those rapist priests, that means I not only wanted it, I enjoyed it and I am a homosexual because of it.

See Dan, we victims and survivors, are used to that. We are blamed all the time for our own rapes. How we seduced our rapists. Or how we are nothing but liars, gold diggers, out looking for a payday, out to destroy your Unholy Roman Catholic Cult of Pedophiles. I really loved how “Father” Richard Ross stated how he had no sympathy for us and how he would love to take us into a room and beat us with a baseball bat to show us what true pain and suffering is.

I have been threatened by pew polishers who defend your cult of pedophiles many times. Either with beatings or that I should be outright murdered. I particularly loved one woman, who proclaimed she was a follower of Jesus Christ, when I posted a story about how the UN Committee Against Torture condemned your Head Pedophile Pimp Pope Francis over his protection of that pedophile Archbishop Jozef Wesolowski, his continued protection of Cardinals like Bernard Law, George Pell, Justin Rigali and many other pedophile pimps who are all safely under the protection of the Vatican while actually? They all should be on death row, for their Crimes Against Humanity and their Crimes Against the Children of the World. I loved how she left a comment on my Faceook posting how I should be brutally raped. Well not thanks you disgusting cunt bitch, I already was brutally raped, by three of your disgusting pedophile priests. Then again? Maybe she and many of the defenders of this cult should experience what it is like, to have a priest shoving their cocks violently into your assholes while another one is doing the same to your mouth. How YOU should have to say Our Fathers and Hail Mary’s as penance while they are raping you and telling you if you tell anyone about their “special healing” how YOU are going to burn in hell for all eternity. Maybe also drag your body to the altar and draw an upside down pentagram on your chest and an upside down cross on your lower stomach, dedicate you to Lucifer and Astaroth and then take turns raping you on that altar. Maybe if all you defenders of your evil Pedophile Cult experienced what many of us went through? YOU would not be so quick to call us liars eh?

I wonder how YOU would feel Dan, with three scumbags taking turns raping you in your ass? It is not a fun thing to have happen to you Danny Boy, trust me. Especially when YOU are told that if you tell anyone how YOU will burn in hell. Hey Dan, ever have someone violently shove a cock down your throat? That is not fun either. Imagine what it was like for me to have three disgusting priests doing that to me.

See Dan all of my memory about that night came back. Sure I remembered what Gaulin did to me because that was before he fucking drugged me. It took a long while for the rest of the memory to come back. But trust me Dan, I really do wish YOU went through what I went through. I really do. Maybe if YOU walked a mile in my shoes, where after you are brutally raped, you try to tell your sperm donor what happened to you and you get busted in the fucking mouth and called a liar. Then YOU try to commit suicide because of it and again, your sperm donor busted your mouth and then? Threw you out of the house at 15.

I wonder Danny Boy if YOU could even walk a mile in my shoes. I seriously doubt it. I really do.

To me? All pedophiles and their pimps should in fact, be put to death.

"Saint" Peter Damian

“Saint” Peter Damian

I take the words of one of your churches Saints, Peter Damian, which he uttered way back in 1049, in his lengthy treatise, Letter 31, the Book of Gomorrah (Liber Gomorrhianus), containing the most extensive treatment and condemnation by any Church Father of clerical pederasty and homosexual practices. The most dramatic and explicit condemnation of forbidden clergy sexual activity was the Book of Gomorrah of St. Peter Damian, completed in 1051.   The author had been a Benedictine monk and was appointed archbishop and later cardinal by the reigning pope.  Peter Damian was also a dedicated Church reformer who lived in a society wherein clerical decadence was not only widespread and publicly known, but generally accepted as the norm.   His work, the circumstances that prompted it and the reaction of the reigning pope (Leo IX) are a prophetic reflection of the contemporary situation. He begins by singling out superiors who, prompted by excessive and misplaced piety, fail to exclude sodomites (chap. 2).  He asserts that those given to “unclean acts” not be ordained or, if they are already ordained, be dismissed from Holy Orders (chap. 3).  He holds special contempt for those who defile men or boys who come to them for confession (chap. 6).  Likewise he condemns clerics who administer the sacrament of penance (confession) to their victims (chap. 7).  The author also provides a refutation of the canonical sources used by offending clerics to justify their proclivities (chap. 11, 12).  He also provides chapters which assess the damage done to the church by offending clerics (chap. 19, 20, 21).  His final chapter is an appeal to the reigning pope (Leo IX) to take action.

I will not post what he stated in relation to this:

“Listen, you do-nothing superiors of clerics and priests. Listen, and even though you feel sure of yourselves, tremble at the thought that you are partners in the guilt of others; those, I mean, who wink at the sins of their subjects that need correction and who by ill-considered silence allow them license to sin. Listen, I say, and be shrewd enough to understand that all of you alike are deserving of death, that is, not only those who do such things, but also they who approve those who practice them.” (Rom 1:32).

Yes Dan Buteau, they all in fact, deserve death, and who am I to argue with one of your churches Saints eh?

The earliest recorded church legislation is from the council of Elvira (Spain, 306 AD).  Half of the canons passed dealt with sexual behavior of one kind or another and included penalties assessed for clerics who committed adultery or fornication.  Though it did not make specific mention of homosexual activities by the clergy, this early Council reflected the church’s official attitude toward same-sex relationships: men who had sex with young boys were deprived of communion even on their deathbed.

Pope Pius V

Pope Pius V

Pope Pius V also stated in his Constitution Horrendum illud scelus that these scum should not only be stripped of their clerical duties, but also put to death:

“Therefore, wishing to pursue with greater rigor than we have exerted since the beginning of our pontificate, we establish that any priest or member of the clergy, either secular or regular, who commits such an execrable crime, by force of the present law be deprived of every clerical privilege, of every post, dignity and ecclesiastical benefit, and having been degraded by an ecclesiastical judge, let him be immediately delivered to the secular authority to be put to death, as mandated by law as the fitting punishment for laymen who have sunk into this abyss.”

So Dan, here is a Saint and a Pope of your cult of pedophiles who both state that those who rape children and those who cover it up should in fact, be put to death. Interesting huh? While I guess with your statement in the court against me? And how YOU defended that disgusting Pig Face because I dared to stand up to his nasty, evil, degenerate attacks against us victims and survivors? Well Dan, there is a very special place reserved in hell for the likes of you and Pig Face. He will probably be on a lower level than you, but you both will be burning in hell, for all eternity. I guess the reason why YOU are going to be gang-raped for all eternity is because of YOUR attacking me and calling me a liar about my priest rapes in open court and your defense of one of the nastiest, most evil scum who attacks and blames us victims and survivors for our own rapes.

Well Dan? I am going to refer you to a bible passage. I think you really should pay heed to the whole chapter of Matthew, so I am going to post all of it here, but I really want YOU to pay special attention to verse 15 ok?

Matthew 23: A Warning Against Hypocrisy

23 Then Jesus said to the crowds and to his disciples: “The teachers of the law and the Pharisees sit in Moses’ seat. So you must be careful to do everything they tell you. But do not do what they do, for they do not practice what they preach. They tie up heavy, cumbersome loads and put them on other people’s shoulders, but they themselves are not willing to lift a finger to move them.

“Everything they do is done for people to see: They make their phylacteries[a] wide and the tassels on their garments long; they love the place of honor at banquets and the most important seats in the synagogues; they love to be greeted with respect in the marketplaces and to be called ‘Rabbi’ by others.

“But you are not to be called ‘Rabbi,’ for you have one Teacher, and you are all brothers. And do not call anyone on earth ‘father,’ for you have one Father, and he is in heaven. 10 Nor are you to be called instructors, for you have one Instructor, the Messiah. 11 The greatest among you will be your servant. 12 For those who exalt themselves will be humbled, and those who humble themselves will be exalted.

Seven Woes on the Teachers of the Law and the Pharisees

13 “Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You shut the door of the kingdom of heaven in people’s faces. You yourselves do not enter, nor will you let those enter who are trying to. 14. Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye devour widows’ houses, and for a pretence make long prayer: therefore ye shall receive the greater damnation.

15 “Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You travel over land and sea to win a single convert, and when you have succeeded, you make them twice as much a child of hell as you are.

16 “Woe to you, blind guides! You say, ‘If anyone swears by the temple, it means nothing; but anyone who swears by the gold of the temple is bound by that oath.’ 17 You blind fools! Which is greater: the gold, or the temple that makes the gold sacred? 18 You also say, ‘If anyone swears by the altar, it means nothing; but anyone who swears by the gift on the altar is bound by that oath.’ 19 You blind men! Which is greater: the gift, or the altar that makes the gift sacred? 20 Therefore, anyone who swears by the altar swears by it and by everything on it. 21 And anyone who swears by the temple swears by it and by the one who dwells in it.22 And anyone who swears by heaven swears by God’s throne and by the one who sits on it.

23 “Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You give a tenth of your spices—mint, dill and cumin. But you have neglected the more important matters of the law—justice, mercy and faithfulness. You should have practiced the latter, without neglecting the former. 24 You blind guides! You strain out a gnat but swallow a camel.

25 “Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You clean the outside of the cup and dish, but inside they are full of greed and self-indulgence. 26 Blind Pharisee! First clean the inside of the cup and dish, and then the outside also will be clean.

27 “Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You are like whitewashed tombs, which look beautiful on the outside but on the inside are full of the bones of the dead and everything unclean. 28 In the same way, on the outside you appear to people as righteous but on the inside you are full of hypocrisy and wickedness.

29 “Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You build tombs for the prophets and decorate the graves of the righteous.30 And you say, ‘If we had lived in the days of our ancestors, we would not have taken part with them in shedding the blood of the prophets.’31 So you testify against yourselves that you are the descendants of those who murdered the prophets. 32 Go ahead, then, and completewhat your ancestors started!

33 “You snakes! You brood of vipers! How will you escape being condemned to hell? 34 Therefore I am sending you prophets and sages and teachers. Some of them you will kill and crucify; others you will flog in your synagogues and pursue from town to town. 35 And so upon you will come all the righteous blood that has been shed on earth, from the blood of righteous Abel to the blood of Zechariah son of Berekiah, whom you murdered between the temple and the altar. 36 Truly I tell you, all this will come on this generation.

37 “Jerusalem, Jerusalem, you who kill the prophets and stone those sent to you, how often I have longed to gather your children together, as a hen gathers her chicks under her wings, and you were not willing.38 Look, your house is left to you desolate. 39 For I tell you, you will not see me again until you say, ‘Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord.

In closing Dan, I wonder what is your response going to be when you get before your Jesus for judgement and he asks you why you attacked an innocent victim of your church, who in one night, was brutally raped and even dedicated on St Thomas More altar, by three degenerate, disgusting, diseased, pedophile priests? Oh I am sorry, I know how much you Roman Catholics HATE that word pedophile, and in actuality according to psychiatric jargon, these scum were really ephebophiles. But that is just semantics as far as I am concerned.

See Dan, YOU called me a liar in court about my priest rapes. How about this, you disgusting pretender of Justice. How about YOU give me a lie detector test. Come on Dan, you scum of the Unholy Roman Catholic Cult of Pedophiles LOVE calling us priest rape survivors and victims liars, why not put your damn money where your mouth is? See Dan, it is pretty disgusting, that YOU, who are supposed to be the defender and upholder of the law, calls a victim of rape in a courtroom a liar. Shame, shame. But how about YOU put your money where your mouth is.




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The Catechism offers a clear moral teaching: "Rape is the forcible violation of the sexual intimacy of another person. It does injury to justice and charity. Rape deeply wounds the respect, freedom, and physical and moral integrity to which every person has a right. It causes grave damage that can mark the victim for life. It is always an intrinsically evil act. Graver still is the rape of children committed by parents (incest) or those responsible for the education of the children entrusted to them." (no. 2356) Note that rape is "an intrinsically evil act," meaning that it is evil at its very root, nothing justifies it, and it is objectively a mortal sin. An evil act was done against me, a crime, by a priest at St Thomas More Parish in Durham, NH. An evil and a crime I will no longer keep silent about. Those who perpetrate crimes against children, especially those of the Roman Catholic Church, should all be punished for their crimes against children. Anything less would be criminal.

Posted on June 21, 2016, in Assistant Police Chief Dan Buteau of the Berlin Police Department Berlin New Hampshire, Child Sex Abuse, Clergy Abuse, Clergy Sex Abuse, Priest Child Sex Abuse, Religion, Roman Catholic Church, Roman Catholic Church Sex Abuse and tagged , , . Bookmark the permalink. 7 Comments.

  1. It took a lot of guts for you to write this and I agree with your words. I find it wrong that someone who is a prosecutor would go into court and say what he said about a rape victim.

    I understand he is a Roman Catholic, but he should in fact, separate his religious beliefs from his job. He did swear an oath, to defend the laws, and in this case? Dan Buteau threw his oath out the window and should be sanctioned for his actions.

    A prosecutor, who proclaims a rape victim may be a liar? How are other rape victims supposed to trust this man then? Like you, I wonder if he has said this about any other rape victims in a courtroom, or even to their face?

    How does a man, responsible for upholding the law of the State of New Hampshire, call a rape victim in a courtroom a liar, and still has his job? Is beyond me.

  2. Alice Krabelle

    As a woman? This angers me. NO RAPE VICTIM should be called a liar from a prosecutor. This person, because I refuse to call him a man, should be called on the carpet by all rape victims. He should be exposed for what he did to you. I can understand prosecuting someone, but when you call them a liar about being raped? That is the lowest form of snake on the planet.

    I am so very sorry Frank you had to go through this. No rape victim deserves treatment like this. What you said about the attacks against the victims by this “Church” is true. No rape victims have been attacked more, insulted more, denigrated more, than the victims from this “church”.

    I agree with your statement all of them belong in prison, on death row, awaiting execution for their CRIMES. I am so sick and tired of hearing these perverted pedophiles and their protectors keep calling these evil CRIMES sins, as if simply being forgiven makes all of it alright again.

    Victims go through a living hell and it is the “Church” fault. The ones who should be going through a living hell are those who raped you, those who tortured you, those who enslaved you, and those who murdered you.

    Rape is evil, but it is called the “murder of the soul” when a child is raped by a religious priest, minister or preacher. This is a special kind of evil, this is a special kind of evil CRIME against children. They rape your bodies, they rape your hearts, your minds and souls.

    Scum like these deserve a special kind of execution.

  3. I thought I had heard everything in how the victims are attacked by this cult of pedophiles, but this even is a new low to me. How DARE a prosecutor call a priest rape victim in a courtroom a liar? What kind of monster stands up and defends this cult of pedophiles and attacks a victim of it in court and proclaim they “may be lying”?

    Mr LaFerriere, you should file a complaint against this person. This is in fact, a clear violation of his code of conduct and oath of office.

    He should be fired. Plain and simple.


  4. I looked your story up. I sure do not think what you did was wrong. Bill Donohue of the Catholic League is one of the most evil persons on earth. He takes great joy in standing up and defending his pedos of his church and those who protected them. That is a special kind of evil. When you attack rape victims like this subhuman does? That just shows the darkness and pure evil of their soul.

    I saw where Donohue proclaimed how to be an employee of the Catholic League you must be a drunk. That probably explains it. Donohue is a foul mouthed, evil drunk saying some of the most evil crap anyone can say.

    I just saw where he said he was a huge reason why the NY legislature failed to pass any changes to the Statute of Limitations. Then he cries how it singles out the Roman Catholic Church. No it does not. But Donohue thinks he is not going to eventually pay for his evil.

    Well we all will one day appear before God and Jesus for judgement. I am sure Bill Donohue is not going to end up where he thinks he is going to end up. There is a very special place in hell for people like Bill Donohue and all the Popes, Cardinals, Bishops and Archbishops who covered up these crimes and all those who committed these crimes.

    Jesus said, it would be better for you to hang a millstone around your neck and throw yourself into the deepest of lakes if you should harm a child, or by your actions, drive that child away from God. Well many of you victims were driven from God by their actions.

    I know how you feel Frank. I understand the pain, suffering and horror you have gone through because of what was done to you by priests of the Roman Catholic Church. I know you no longer believe in God and Jesus. I am sorry for that.

    I cannot tell you what to do or what to believe, because like you stated to this disgusting prosecutor, who called you a liar in that courtroom about your priest rape. That was below the belt. But I know that one day? They will pay for their crimes against you and all the others.

    Many of us do stand with you. Keep fighting. This is an amazing blog. You are in fact, doing the Lord’s work exposing these pedophiles and their leaders who cover up and protect them. I know that is a small consolation for you. I know you wish you could get justice for the crimes done against you.

    You are right. These are not sins. These are crimes, and by calling them sins like they do? Is a slap in the face to all of you.

    I hope and pray Frank that one day? You will see the justice you seek.

  5. Wow, this is a prosecutor? I wouldn’t want to be living in Berlin NH and be raped. He would call me a liar. This “man” should lose his job.

    Good for you author for standing up to him. He deserves every word you said to him.

  6. What an asshole this prosecutor is. Calling a rape victim a liar in court? He should be sanctioned. He should actually lose his job.

  7. This is no prosecutor, he is a scumbag for the Roman Catholic Church and a defender of their pedophiles. It is no wonder why he said what he said about you. He loves his church of pedophiles more, than he loves going after real justice.

    If anyone should be arrested and prosecuted for hate crimes? It should be Bill Donohue of the Catholic League. The evil, nasty, horrible, disgusting things he says against priest, brother, nuns and sisters rape victims is so far out of line it is not even funny. His defense of those evil Popes, Cardinals, Bishops and Archbishops who covered up these crimes is outrageous. His joy at the defeat of victims bills and the changes to the statute of limitations and opening the window for victims to come forward shows exactly what kind of scum that Bill Donohue of the Catholic League is all about.


    All of their pedophiles should be rounded up and executed by the law. These are not humans, they destroyed young lives by what they did. They committed some of the most evil, heinous crimes imaginable.

    Dan Buteau? YOU should be fired from your job. YOU should be brought to justice and made to answer for what you did to this man. YOU did this because YOU felt it was more important to defend your pedophile lovers and victim basher. YOU should have been standing in this mans corner, and not in Bill Donohue’s corner.

    YOU are deserving of a special place in hell Mr Buteau. YOU are not a man of justice and truth. YOU defended your disgusting, evil, pedophile filled church. YOU should be ashamed of yourself, but to me? YOU have no soul, you have no conscious. YOU are supposed to stand for the true victims, not some scumbag who attacks them. YOU are just like Bill Donohue and as he should be ostrasized, denigrated and stood up to? So should you be.

    YOU Mr Buteau will deserve, along with Bill Donohue, and all those who protected these demonic child rapists and all the child rapists, an eternity in hell, in the lowest level of hell.

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